I Won’t Go Back

Photo by Loren Gu on Unsplash

I’m in limbo, again. This sort of aching bardo between the end of who I used to be and the beginning of who I’ll become — I’m stuck. I scroll half-heartedly through Idealist for jobs and know, in a way I can’t explain, that I will never take any of them. I scroll, half-heartedly, through Craigslist for rooms in Portland where I know I’ll never live. I talk, half-heartedly…

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